Holiday just ended, my graduation final project has started, now is still at the pre-production stage, searching for suitable ideas to present to the class before we shortlist the potential stories to be used later on. Hopefully everything will be okay, i will try my best to make it will >__<

I feel so lost after the talk i attended, i think too much maybe, my work turned out to be shitty.

Sometimes there are alot of assholes around us, there are always one around me, and i have been trying very very hard to hold myself back, stay calm and be cool. But watching your friend to be called retarded and idiot over and over again in public as if he has no self-esteem at all made me wanna make a change in our lives. This kinda person need to be crushed and tamed, i think everyone knows that, just that no one bother to do anything about it, either they got used to it already or they think he is not worth the effort. People asked me not to confront him even though almost all of them hate him as much as i do and talked whole lot of shit behind his back. After all, i understand that faking a smile in front of the person you hate is one of the skill we need to learn to survive in the society. Maybe this is how Asians handle our problems, we keep quiet about what we think and talk about it behind. Hopefully i will not be a two-faced asshole like him and listen to what other people say.

Anyway, like my Buddhist teacher told me before, to forgive a person is pray for he or she every night before you sleep. Lesser anger, better life. God bless him